*~*Every time I close my eyes*~* The noise inside me amplifies*~*

[Jun. 19th, 2007|03:51 pm]

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Mood

chipper

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Wow
It's livejournal and not myspace

[Jun. 9th, 2006|07:04 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	apt.	]
[	Mood	\|	calm	]

Interesting things are happening. I can't say many of them are good.
Florida is looking better and better every day.

On another note, my dvd collection seems to be increasing. This is good.

Persephone rocks. She is walking almost totally normal now. She's such a sweetie.
Other than that..no good news that I can think of...

bleh?

[May. 17th, 2006|11:06 am]

[	Current Location	\|	apt.	]
[	Mood	\|	annoyed	]
[	Musik	\|	Silverchair	]

Yesterday rocked.

I've been having a rough time lately..being stressed about numerous different things. I hung out here with everyone for a little while...but I had to go to my parents. When I got to Ravenswood I hung out with my dad for a while before he went to work, then I did a bunch of productive things like laundry and the like...visited my grandma, washed my car..and as I was doing that..Shane stopped by

That was very strange. I was so confused, I didn't even know who he was at first. He's never drove me around before!

He stole me away from my labours for a while..we went cruising around, and then hung out later..after I ate dinner with my mom..

We drove back to Parkersburg..smoked, hung out in the cemetary..walked around..we had fun..

I know I did

Fun musik, fun Shane=fun times

..after I got home..I talked on the phone with Mike until I was soo tired I had to go to sleep
I also hung out with Jeff, Bryant, and Tim for a little while..

I'm so out of it at the moment..I wonder if this is making any sense..

Tomorrow..tomorrow..

Athens in the morning, and Huntington at night. I'm going to hang out with the Mikeness :) woot!

I haven't seen him in a long time. Almost 2 years, actually..so it should be interesting.

Whatever flavor it happens to be...

[May. 9th, 2006|11:09 am]

[	Current Location	\|	apt	]
[	Mood	\|	accomplished	]
[	Musik	\|	Tool	]

Finals are done, and Heather feels weird. Why is it that when I finally am done with classes, at the end of the semester, that I feel like I am doing NOTHING with my life? *JESUS FUCKING CHRIST*
Today I have:
-cleaned my entire apartment
-responded rather meanly to pervert messages I received while leaving my messenger up (something I miss doing in my spare time, sadly enough)
-thought way too much, about numerous things
-took 2 showers
-made pizza
-made 3 VCDs (documentaries...I've downloaded a TON of new ones in the past week)
Wow, that's a lot of stuff to get done by only 11:00

I don't start my summer classes for over 3 more weeks. I'm just taking two, so that won't be hard. I only have 1 the first month, then the second month I have 2 classes.
Then I will have officially obtained my BA degree. Go me.

Ok..so..
I need to do these things before August:
1-Go to Old Man's Cave
2-Go to Summersville
3-Go to that Abandonned town outside of Athens
4-Go to King's Island, or Cedar Point
5-eat more shrooms..EAT MORE SHROOMS...EAT A LOT OF SHROOMS

things, and such

[May. 4th, 2006|05:36 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	apt.	]
[	Mood	\|	drained	]
[	Musik	\|	Tool-Vicarious	]

So...last weekend was kick ass

I've been busy, as usual...but I still have time to do things I want to do...

Well, well..where to begin..

I guess I should tell everyone in the world that I hung out with Shane and Jeff...walked around rails and trails for a while...and then came back here and had a good evening..

I drank from the vine...I hung out with Jeff, Jessie, Shane, Tim, and Bryant...while drinking..it was quite fun. Later on the Beckster called me, and Shane and I met her at True Colors (because Tim was nice enough to drop us off). Too bad they play too much country musik there, otherwise I might have had a better time. It's okay, though. I still had fun. Woowww...I learned all kinds of new things..and was my usual fun drunk self...

hah

Well, we drank with Becky for a while, met her friend Crystal...and talked about various things..we'll have to go to some other bar sometime, or something

After the bar ..Tim picked us up..my god I was fucking drunk..2 bottles of wine, and 2 sex on the beaches later...We found some gurl walking down Market St. ..in the middle of the night...she looked interesting..so Tim stopped and talked to her...I was sooo fucking drunk at this point...I'm sure I don't remember all of what happened..actually I know I don't..but I remember having even more fun at this point..and going crazzzyyy (does crazy dance) ..so that gurl's name is Rebecca. I told her she had pretty hair, and she said I did too. I do remember that much. Oh, and she gave my a tulip. AND she gave Tim her number..woot, woot.

Mushrooms would have been better..but alcohol is much cheaper.

After we got back to the apt fun was still going on..

Shane passed out and Jeff took some pictures of Tim dancing around Shane's head..that made me laugh soooo fucking hard, I thought I was going to die. ( I was very drunk)

Oh..and this was the first time I'd got drunk since October 28th of last year.

fun weekend...yes..

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freedom

[Apr. 16th, 2006|12:38 pm]

[	Current Location	\|	my apartment	]
[	Mood	\|	accomplished	]
[	Musik	\|	Garbage-Bleed Like Me	]

Myspace causes too much drama. I don't know what to think of it anymore.
fuck everything.
I think I'm going to start updating this thing again..maybe the people who read my stuff on myspace, dont know about my livejournal..and wont read it..
therefore..it will be back to MY journal..
and not...the journal of the public
fuck everything lately, seriously

We did have a nice walk the other day. The team party excursion and I went on an awesome walk (on rails and trails) all the way to Petroleum, WV. It was awesome. It was pretty. There was smokage. It was a lovely day. Afterwards we topped the evening off with some Brewing Co.
Yesterday was nice, also..Olive Garden with Jeff and the rents
Today I've been finishing up some neglected homework (as usual)
2 more weeks, finals..and I'm partying it up

Things have been weird.
They are about to get even weirder.

fancy that

[Mar. 30th, 2006|11:52 am]

[	Current Location	\|	my apartment	]
[	Mood	\|	cynical	]
[	Musik	\|	Panic! At the Disco	]

People are so silly sometimes..the things they do in their lives, in hopes others will see..it's really weird that people spend that much time with childish things like that, in my opinion..but I guess everyone has their childish side..I think mine is mostly harmless, though..I don't like drama, but it seems like everyone else in the world does..practically

I'm a *leave me the fuck alone, unless I talk to you* type of person, most of the time..but I do let certain people know I'm human, and my blog, of course..and I do have a few select friends..I actually hang out with a lot of people, but I usually find ways to not hang out with most people that try to hang out with me..so that's why I moved over a year ago...to keep most people away, and it worked..I just didn't tell anyone I didn't want to know where I lived..and that took care of that little problem..but now..it seems..I want more out of life that just an endless stream of nameless people...

I've made soooo many mistakes in my life, about the people I hang out with...if its such a problem to me..why dont I just stop talking to people?

I don't think that's possible....and if it were..I dont think that would solve anything..people need to talk to other people, and as *un-human* as I think I am...I still realize this

But people fucking suck..just when you think you have someone..you know someone..

You find out you are...and were..wrong..nothing but..horribly mistaken..

Well, I guess that's my rant for this morning..

I'm currently eating a yummie burrito, and making fun of meat eaters, online... (fuck idiots that eat dead animals, by the way)

IN my life...I dont know what I feel like sharing with anyone and everyone (because I know people that I dont like read my blog, and I think its funny)...

4 more weeks of class: one test next week, at least one test the week after..finals 5 weeks from now..I almost have my research papers finished, and my geography final...i hate school...im sooo fucking sick of it.. I need a break..a big one..and some way to get through the algebra class im taking this summer..which brings me to the important question: WHY IN THE FUCK DO CRIMINAL JUSTICE MAJORS NEED COLLEGE ALGEBRA FOR ANYTHING???????????????????????????????????????????????????????

Oh, they don't.

In other news, I have been trying to keep a low profile..but it doesnt work.

Travis (my x) started talking to me...well he talks to me ever so often online..and says he wants to hang out..but I always tell him to stop trying to start shit..and eventually end up being wayyyy too nice to him, probably..for our past history, at least

He called me yesterday while I was in class, and Jeff answered (thinking it was me calling from the school). For all those who don't know...Jeff and Travis hate each other..or at least....Jeff hates Travis.

He was a dick to me, etc.,etc.,etc., and tried to "cut himself" at Jeff's work one nite, because Jeff and I were dating.

I guess I could see why Jeff hung up on him yesterday.

People are silly.

I actually got to see my brother yesterday (it's funny how G-dogg always MAKES him do things) hahahahahahahhahahah

He's such a sweetie..and I'm glad he's still doing good with his classes. I miss him a lot.

Jeff and I had to take him back to my parent's house last nite..because the beatle is having problems.

We even hung out with my parents for a few. It was fun.

The other nite, while Tim was drunk he told me that Butthole Jones (a.k.a. Jeff Martin) was sending him emails asking about me. I guess that's a good thing, but again..we have a past that's not good..

but it's a PAST, right? Or is there really any difference between the past, present, and future? I don't really think so..they are so closely related, how could one tell, anyway?

He is a really intelligent person, in most ways..but he doesnt have a clue about me, or my personality..or, he definitely didnt act like it. Some people can be so fucking intelligent, and not have a clue about other people..

It also scares me, when I start to have feelings about people. Thats probably just a way for my mind, my heart..whatever you want to fucking call it..to distance myself from the only people who can really hurt me.

God, I'm a fucking sad poem.

Every move just makes me realize the fact that we are emotional machines

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[Mar. 6th, 2006|04:04 pm]

[	Mood	\|	cynical	]
[	Musik	\|	VA-A State Of Synthpop	]

I have been...not feeling well, to say the least..
Everything is fine, though. Everything is fine.
I was stressed with all of my car problems, and other such things..
I now have a great car..
I was worried about school, and such...
Now that I don't have Algebra, my schedule is much easier (18 hours now, instead of 22)
I don't really know who my friends are.
What are friends, exactly?
..I don't seem to have many actual friends
.....
This is my icky midterms week..next week will rock
I'm going to go clubbing this weekend with Becky..
I think I'm going to ask Jess if she wants to go...I said I would go to Utopia with her a long time ago, and we still haven't went.
Maybe Shane wants to go.

I'm also still planning on going to Morgantown next week.
On a very fun adventure....

I can't wait until Thursday.
I'm kinda stressed out..

Tim has been having some problems lately, but things are looking up..
Maybe things will be alrite.

I've been denying like 20 people a week on MySpace, isn't that fun?
I guess..
I play the Sims wayyyy too much..
I also worry too much (probably)
I can't wait until the end of this semester, actually
...and until the Summer/Fall schedules are out, so I know how much longer I have to live in this awful state...
shit...
I need a job

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weekend

[Feb. 19th, 2006|05:55 pm]

[	Mood	\|	blah	]
[	Musik	\|	DJ Encore	]

I went to Charleston yesterday...with Jeff

It was pretty kool..he found himself some kick ass Adidas shoes made out of hemp, we ate at Bennigans...and just wondered around for a bit..

I actually got all of my homework done for tomorrow..and I have no tests this week...

I've been hanging out with the usual people...and fucking hating the cold..

There is nothing to do in Parkersburg except smoke, and hang out with people..maybe eat a few exotic mushrooms..

I'm cold, and I have no mushrooms

*pout*

I am the voice inside your head

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[Feb. 6th, 2006|05:03 pm]

[	Mood	\|	creative	]
[	Musik	\|	Matchbook Romance-You Can Run, but We'll Find You	]

Algebra has been going..well...not quite as good as I'd like it to ...
Other than that, my classes are as to be expected..
Tim got a new gurlfriend recently. She's very nice, seems to have awesome interests, is very funny, cute..and, well..Horray Tim!
lol, she's really kool...
It seems the dumb ass cunt, Sara hasn't called me for a few days..that's good, maybe someone is finally giving her some attention...she's an idiot..
I'm getting ready to go to my Statistics class...I have my first major Algebra test this week..and a Statistics test this week...
Bryant is going to try to help me with my math, I think...
I play the Sims and smoke too much...

[Feb. 3rd, 2006|11:14 am]

[	Mood	\|	discontent	]
[	Musik	\|	Velvet Acid Christ-Fun with Drugs	]

This week has been trying, to say the least..I fucking hate college algebra. My other classes are going well, but it's a pain in my ass..I'm fucking glad I'll have my BA this summer...I'm thinking about maybe going to grad school before law school..I'm still looking into it..my new car is doing well..and I am tired..I have a fucking tutor in algebra now..because I failed both of my quizzes we've had so far (hah)...
I know I don't pay much attention to this anymore, but I do pay lots of attention to my MySpace

www.myspace.com/prettynihilist

mmhmm

[Jan. 20th, 2006|02:27 pm]

[	Mood	\|	high	]
[	Musik	\|	Assemblage 23	]

Well then...
I still have an Alero rental car...my car is a piece of shit, so I'm getting a new one...
classes are boring, and suck this semester..ok, they do every semester, but this one is especially bad, because of all the math...
I'm going to have to stay another semester, I think...so that means I'll be here after this summer..
so I'm not very happy about that one, either
Oh well..I'll still be graduating early
Placebo's new album is great.
The weekend is here, and I must do some fun things...
It's nice out today..I think I'll go for a walk...
maybe Shane and I can hang out this weekend..
wish I had some shrooms

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Yesterday

[Jan. 13th, 2006|11:51 am]

[	Mood	\|	numb	]
[	Musik	\|	the Cure	]

Well, my past week hasn't been that fun. I'm still having car problems, and I just started college again. On the bright side, two of my classes were cancelled for last week..and most of my classes seem pretty easy (except college algebra).
I have class Mon-Thurs. now, but that's not too bad, especially since I get out early on Thursday..I'm only in class until about 1, or so.
Now, let's get to yesterday...
Yesterday was my "break" for the week. I spent it hanging out with Shane. We went walking around in the woods in Athens...we tried to get lost, but it didn't work too well...although we did find some interesting places in the woods, close to the mental institution.
We smoked a lot, and I forced Shane to eat Mexican food with me....
Eventually we made it to the old TNT place...smoked some there, and I got scared (it was dark, hah).
It's nice hanging out with Shane..he talked to me A LOT yesterday, and we had lots of fun..I don't remember the last time I've smiled, and laughed so much in one day (probably the last time I shroomed).
...

Jeff and I haven't been getting along really well lately..
and it seems I'll never get my car fixed..
It is nice outside, though..so maybe I'll take a walk, before it gets cold again...

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january

[Jan. 11th, 2006|03:26 pm]

[	Mood	\|	crappy	]
[	Musik	\|	HIM	]

What if... (in no particular order)

I could instantly wipe away religion from the human race?
A substantial comet hit the Earth?
SARS morphed and took out millions of people?
The New Englad Patriots won 3 Superbowls in a row in the era of free agency?
I could spread my seed as far and as wide as I wanted to creating a planet of me?
I could be a professional golfer?
I was three inches taller?
I discovered the true meaning of life? No suggestions please, because you don't know either.
People always voted for the "general will" instead of themselves?
I could predict the future?
I could kill all living mosquitos within 100 yards of me at all times?
Someone could truly get inside my head?
The Earth began a true ice age or heating cycle?
It would make life more interesting wouldn't it?

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Solitary experiments

[Jan. 7th, 2006|02:53 am]

[	Mood	\|	naughty	]
[	Musik	\|	Assemblage 23	]

In the year 2006 I resolve to:

Not lose any pencils.

Get your resolution here

[Dec. 25th, 2005|11:35 am]

[	Mood	\|	aggravated	]
[	Musik	\|	Placebo-Special K	]

Alrite, so...I ate some shrooms with corey/his gurlfriend, Jeff, Tim, and Shane
Fun stuff..
Shane actually talked to me, and we got along really well.
We had some really intelligent conversations.
The next day we walked around Mason/Pomeroy...went to the old TNT place, ate some Mexican food...walked around Lakin..
I donated plasma, went to the mall with Tim, corey, and his gurlfriend.. and faught with Jeff the rest of the nite

Yesterday I went to Ravenswood...
I dropped off Shane's book to him, and Jeff and I hung out with my parents all evening.
They gave me a hundred dollars, and some really expensive cooking stuff for Winter Solstice, and my Grandma from Fl sent me 100$, and my aunt denise sent me 20$ and a box full of kool things..
so, that's good..now I can pay my fine for running a red light *oops*
*shroom pictures*
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break lovelies

[Dec. 18th, 2005|10:03 pm]

[	Mood	\|	high	]
[	Musik	\|	APC-remixes	]

It's my break..yay ;)
I've been having lots of fun..
ate some shrooms yesterday...hung out with Jeff, Bryant, Corey and his gurlfriend, and Tim..
fun stuff
Lots of light hung out throughout my apartment to make things interesting..lots of good musik (mainly Tool and Cake)..good stuff

Today Jeff, Corey, Gretchen and I went to Athens..we went to the usual places, walked around the old mental institution, went to the Import House, and ate at Ruby Tuesday's
Good break, so far..
-Tomorrow I'm donating plasma (I think my brother is going with me), then going to Ravenswood to do laundry, and such
-Tuesday I'm (hopefully) getting my car fixed
-I need to get my oil changed this week too..and sometime during my break I need to buy my books for next semester, and ask for my letters for law school
blah..I'm going to smoke the rest of this blunt now

( New Pix )

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Yep..

[Dec. 16th, 2005|07:18 pm]

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Mood

tired

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Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

Last week I ruled Iran as a kind and benevolent dictator (700 points). Last Monday I caught a purse-snatcher who stole

tbprock's purse (30 points). In March I didn't flush (-1 points). In September I pulled

wvagravehunter's hair (-5 points). Last Sunday I farted in an elevator (-6 points).

Overall, I've been nice (718 points). For Christmas I deserve a Lego set!

Sincerely,
heatherkittie

to pass the time..

[Dec. 10th, 2005|07:57 pm]

[	Mood	\|	curious	]
[	Musik	\|	pushmonkey	]

Your dating personality profile:

Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.
Stylish - You do not lack for fashion sense. Style matters. You wouldn't want to be seen with someone who doesn't care about his appearance.
Intellectual - You consider your mind amongst your assets. Learning is not a chore but a constant search after wisdom and knowledge. You value education and rationality.

Your date match profile:

Outgoing - Shy and timid people are not who you are after. You need someone with a vibrant personality to breathe life into a relationship.
Intellectual - You seek out intelligence. Idle chit-chat is not what you are after. You prefer your date who can stimulate your mind.
Stylish - You cannot put up with someone who is lacking in style. You want an original, someone with flare, someone with good taste.

Your Top Ten Traits

1. Liberal
2. Stylish
3. Intellectual
4. Wealthy/Ambitious
5. Romantic
6. Sensual
7. Big-Hearted
8. Adventurous
9. Outgoing
10. Traditional

Your Top Ten Match Traits

1. Outgoing
2. Intellectual
3. Stylish
4. Adventurous
5. Romantic
6. Sensual
7. Big-Hearted
8. Wealthy/Ambitious
9. Practical
10. Traditional

Take the Online Dating Profile Quiz at Dating Diversions

[Dec. 7th, 2005|11:08 am]

[	Mood	\|	exanimate	]
[	Musik	\|	Placebo	]

I'm finishing up my last week of classes..and I'm pretty sure I'll have 5 A's and 1 B this semester, so I'm really excited to get my 4 finals that I have next week the hell out of the way..

Next semester (after my break) I'm going to be taking 22 hours..this includes, but is not limited to: 1 Earth Science class, and lab, College Algebra, Statistics, Geography, 2 Criminal Justice classes (in Ripley), and one Sociology class at 8:15 in the morning..wow, am I fucking insane?

After this I have 2 electives to take during the summer, and I should be fucking finished..and yes I will have graduated a year early..I'm just great like that *giggle*

Soooooo...aside from class..my parents took me out to eat last nite, inbetween classes..I got to listen to my mother bitch, as always..and I feel bad for my dad, having to live with that kind of shit...but, I guess that's the way he wants it, right?

My god, have I been downloading a lot of stuff lately..I downloaded the entire collection of Velvet Acid Christ and...the Felix the Cat movie, Home Alone (hahahah, laugh if you will), lots of Disney movies..and lots of other stuff I can't remember currently

I have to study a little bit today, and type something for my final english class tomorrow..but other than that....I have nothing to do today..

My car is in Ravenswood, currently..being fixed..it started overheating on me yesterday..there is always something wrong with that fucking thing, anymore..and I think I need a new car... *cries*

My nose is kinda stuffy today..

Everyone is gone, except Tim ..who is asleep..

I'm kinda bored, but I have some things I need to do..so I guess I'll do them..

Party time after next Thursday :)

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WooHoo :)

[Nov. 27th, 2005|05:30 pm]

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Mood

creative

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You scored as Severus Snape. Well you're a tricky one aren't you? Nobody quite has you figured out and you'd probably prefer it stayed that way. That said you are a formidable force by anyone's reckoning, but there is certainly more to you than a frosty exterior and a bitter temper.

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Sirius Black

90%

Severus Snape

90%

Albus Dumbledore

80%

Draco Malfoy

80%

Ron Weasley

65%

Harry Potter

60%

Hermione Granger

55%

Remus Lupin

55%

Ginny Weasley

55%

Lord Voldemort

45%

Your Harry Potter Alter Ego Is...?
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Why are all movies almost exactly the same?
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shroomage

[Nov. 24th, 2005|10:58 am]

[	Mood	\|	creative	]
[	Musik	\|	:Wumpscut:	]

Wow, I've been having some shroomy times lately (needless to say if you saw my last blog entry)

-I hung out with Jessie, Tim, and Jeff in Athens the other day..we were on shrooms..we wondered around in the woods...sat in a fort and smoked a bowl..sweet stuff..I always realize a lot of things about myself..other people..life in general..when I'm on shrooms..I *hate* it when people refer to things as being *gay* all the time..as if it's an insult..not that I am gay, but my bi friend does that all the time, and I think it's fucking idiotic, especially coming from her..I also hate fake people..fuck all of you..as for our adventure..it was great..we ate at the Pub for lunch...hung out in the woods by the mental institution, on the hill...for hours...smoked in the cemetary..at nightfall..I tried driving..I went the wrong way down a one-way street, and when we got to the mexican restaurant for dinner, I hit the curb, slightly..but no casualties, and no one got hurt

I absolutely love shrooms.

Aside from that day, I don't really remember what other details I fail to mention in here, so I'm sure none of it matters too much, anyway

I'm on my Thanksgiving Break..I got my car fixed, because I've had to get up 3 days of my break and drive to Ravenswood to get it fixed..I got new tires, my transmission fixed, and a new part put on it..and now it fucking wont work again.. *dies*

Other than that, I've been enjoying my break..I have 2 weeks of class left, and then finals..then I'm on my x-mas break, for about 4 weeks.. and I graduate this summer..

It makes it easier for me to count it down, like that.

So..guess who's in town now? JEFF! Awesome!..He surprised me and called me while I was sleeping the other nite when he got here, but I didn't answer..lol

We hung out yesterday, though..we went and saw Harry Potter together, at the mall..and it was pretty good, although I'll have to say...I think it was the worst one, so far..and I thought the ending was total shit..

The Jeff I live with was upset by me doing that, too..he wanted to go see it with me..so I feel bad about seeing it at all, now..

Nothing else of interest here...

shettering the light we have lost

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[Nov. 14th, 2005|05:04 pm]

[	Mood	\|	lazy	]
[	Musik	\|	onesidezero	]

So..not much has been happening lately..

I went out to eat with Jeff, my brother, his gurlfriend, and my mom ..at Olive Garden..yesterday

The day before Jeff and I went out to eat with my neighbor, who is one of the nicest guys I've ever met..and I'm very lucky to have as a neighbor...

Other than that..I've been sitting around my apartment, studying..and hanging out with Jeff, and Tim.

Sometimes I talk to Jeff on the phone, but he hasn't seemed to want to talk with me lately...although he said it's just because of how I'm acting..I don't know

( yep.... )

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a sort of fairytale

[Nov. 9th, 2005|01:37 pm]

[	Mood	\|	cranky	]
[	Musik	\|	Tori Amos	]

Same stuff as usual....nothing too interesting..

Yesterday I was in class for most of the day, drove to Ravenswood and hung out with my brother, and Gretchen for a few..did some laundry, went to classes, went to dinner with my parents..went grocery shopping..my I was a productive gurlie yesterday, wasn't I?

When I got home Stevie(!?!?!?!) came over...I guess since she hung out with Tim at a party she thinks we are best friends again...
After that Jessie came over...Dan fucking moved to New York..he doesn't even seem to want to talk to her now, and he just moved their yesterday..

I knew I never liked that idiot douche-ass..

Today I'm going to sit here and make myself do my fucking english homework, and study my french..
Tim is asleep....Jeff is at work..no reason not to..

Now..this weekend..more like Friday..I think we are going to take an adventure to Old Man's Cave, and actually go this time..
I hear there will be acid involved ..with some of our group participants, but not I...

Hopefully Shane will come..I even said he could bring someone I don't know with him, because I'm kool like that :P

( Goddamn You Take a Lot of Pictures )

Wow...

[Nov. 7th, 2005|06:47 pm]

[	Mood	\|	listless	]
[	Musik	\|	Prodigy	]

I've been busy lately.
I use MySpace way more than I use this anymore. That's sad. You are my true love, Livejournal.

I am now 21. Rock on.
I am almost finished with this semester. Another rock on.
Thanksgiving Break is less than 2 weeks away.
I'll graduate this summer.

Wow.

Today was rather boring. I donated, and Jeff took me out to eat at Ruby Tuesday's. That was fun, but the service was horrible.
I watched Saw 2 in theatres...a few days after it came out in Charleston. It was really good, but not as good as the first one.

I've been hanging out with Jeff and Tim all day.

I'm tired, and I'll be in class all day tomorrow. I have 2 tests, and I have to drive to Ripley :(
I guess I'll be alrite...

I think on Friday we are going on an adventure to Old Man's Cave (Logan, OH), and maybe this weekend..my neighbor is going to take Jeff and I out to eat.

Blah..
Tomorrow is going to suck.

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Today is my Birthday.

[Oct. 28th, 2005|01:41 pm]

[	Mood	\|	high	]
[	Musik	\|	the autumn effect	]

Wow. Today I am 21 years old. Yay me ;)

Today is also Jeff's birthday.

Happy Birthday Jeff!!!!!!

In other news, I'll be leaving for Pittsburgh this afternoon. I'm going to hang out with Jeff. It will be a shroomy-Pittsburgh-esque weekend.

I signed up for my classes for next semester...it looks like I'll be graduating after this summer. :) Yay!

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the usual

[Oct. 24th, 2005|02:04 pm]

[	Mood	\|	crazy	]
[	Musik	\|	the autumn effect	]

Lately I've been doing the usual stuff...going to class, hanging out with the usual people...

Jeff, Tim and I went to eat at Olive Garden the other nite, then my mom took me out to eat at Pizza Hut..I got A's on all my tests I've got back recently...

This weekend has been fucking awesome...

I've been eating a lot of mexicn food..(mainly cheesedip)

I went to Charleston on Saturday..I got some awesome new clothes at the mall...ate at Olive Garden...with my parents...it was pretty kool.
I got drunk that nite too..with Tim..just hanging out at my apartment..

I talked to Jeff some on the phone while I was drunk, it was pretty fun..then the rest of the nite we looked at art books..mainly Picasso paintings

That was a fun nite..

Yesterday we went to Athens..

Tim, Jeff and I hung out with our new friend Annie, and her friend (whose name I don't know)

We went INSIDE of the Ridges. It was pretty kool. that place is really kreepy

They want us to come back and hang out with them Halloween weekend.

Anyway..while we were in Athens we went and ate Mexican food, went to the Import House, and the usual places..

It was quite fun

Today I haven't done anything but donate plasma, and hang out with Jeff and Tim..

I don't feel that good..and I have class all day tomorrow..

*growl*

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[Oct. 19th, 2005|08:43 am]

[	Mood	\|	numb	]
[	Musik	\|	Armor for Sleep	]

...lately..
I've been going to my classes like a good gurl, still getting good grades..
I've been hanging out with the same people as I always do..

-Yesterday I went to Ravenswood...hung out with my dad for a while, did some laundry..went to my classes in Ripley, then ate dinner with my mom at Pizza Hut

-Today I have to study for my French test (that I have tomorrow), and I have 2 things to do in my English class before tomorrow, as well...*grr* looks like today is going to be an icky homework-like day.

-Thursday I have classes all day

I think Jeff is coming down from Philly either this weekend, or the weekend of my B-day (the weekend after next).

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[Oct. 15th, 2005|06:09 pm]

[	Mood	\|	cynical	]
[	Musik	\|	Velvet Acid Christ-Fun with Drugs	]

things happening lately. Well...
I guess last week...or this week..since it's Saturday...and doesn't feel like it..
well..I've been a bit overemotional lately. I skipped my French class on Thursday, and now we have a test in there next week..my fucking midterms are next week
I have 2 huge tests
*dies*
Yesterday was a wonderful day. I woke up at 5:00 in the morning, and donated plasma with Tim. That was...pretty typical...
It gave me a little bit of time to think, and study...
But I always have time to do that..
I think way more than I study
I never study
How do I get such good grades?

Well...after donating, I got woke up from my nap around 11:00...by my brother calling, and Tim having some people over for shroom-like activities.

The people we know who have shrooms are weird. flaky. I don't understand.
My brother thinks that most people who grow shrooms seem to be like that too.
I don't know.

The world is weird sometimes.
I see everything in patterns..
Everything fits together so perfectly.

After the shroom people left yesterday, my brother and his gurlfriend came over, and spent the nite.
Tim, Bryant, Jeff, my brother and his gurlfriend, and I hung out all nite.
Most of us were on shrooms.

We took an awesome shroom nature walk..
that brought out all the colours of the world

We watched Finding Nemo.
My GOD it was awesome.
We also watched Alice and Wonderland.
We discovered a new world-that was my hidden bedroom with bright lights and joints, and paintings..
Tim pulled out his mental institution paintings. Bizarre.
I love shrooms. Being on shrooms is the best feeling in the world.
I felt so wonderful last nite.
I remember laughing about everything. Everything is fucking funny.
I remember Tim reading his arrest things about a "green leafy substance" found in his car. He kept repeating the phrase "green, leafy substance" and it was the best thing ever.
Music is also wonderful. We listened to Nirvana all nite.
It made me feel like being in fucking grade school again.
It was wonderful
I really love Nirvana.
I had so much fun hanging out with everyone. Even when my brother's gurlfriend freaked out a couple of times, it was ok. Everyone just tried to calm her down. I felt so connected with everyone. And for some reason I related life to a bag full of curly fries-with everything moving around like curly fries, I guess..it's easy to imagine life like that..
who knows
I tried to play video games..Mario was fucking nuts..
Then Zelda was even better..I couldn't find my way out of the trees in that game..
I just kept walking around in circles
It was difficult, but funny.
Less than 2 weeks until I turn 21.
I can't fucking wait.

God..
I tried to talk to Jeff last nite, while I was on shrooms..but all I remember is that he didn't want to talk to me, because I was on them, and he wasn't...and we don't get along like that usually

I missed him so fucking much
I think I thought about calling him every 20 minutes, but I made myself not do it..until around 10:00, but he didn't answer..
then I tried to call him this morning..and he didn't answer..
I didn't get much sleep last nite, with everyone here, and the shrooms..
I woke up really early and cleaned my entire apartment..
I have homework to do, but I'll do that later
I hope Jeff isn't mad at me. And I wish I could have done shrooms with him. He is so comforting, and awesome to be around on shrooms. I fucking love him to death. Sometimes it scares me..how much I like him

I wish I could talk to him right now.
I wish I could hang out with him right now.
If he was here right now I'd be giving him the biggest hug in the universe.

I hope we get to hang out soon.
I miss him so much.
I feel like I think about him all the time..
I probably do...
I can't wait until this semester is over..
or until my Thanksgiving break, at least..that's about a month away, and then I have another month or so before classes are over for a month
*dies*

I think I can make it...

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[Oct. 10th, 2005|09:02 pm]

[	Mood	\|	amused	]
[	Musik	\|	Onesidezero	]

Wow, things have defintitely been happening.
Skool is the same as usual...
I'm still hanging out with basically the same people...

This weekend Jeff and I went on an adventure to Canaan Valley with my parents, brother and his gurlfriend. We stayed in a cabin in the woods. We went to Elkins (where there is absolutely nothing to do), and we played in the woods.
It was pretty kool.
I had a fun time
One of my friends..however..isnt haven't sucha good time, and may be going away for a while. This makes me really sad :(

On the bright side..it is beginning to get quite close to my B-day (as I keep saying), and I am very excited about it.

I have class all fucking day tomorrow...
Wednesday I have a ton of homework to do
Thursday I'm in class all day
Friday I hope I'll be able to donate plasma again..

It's midterms, almost..
*yay*
I can't wait until this semester is over..
I can't wait until my break next month...

I'm not sick anymore..
I'm really enjoying the changes in the colour of the leaves. It's quite beautiful.
I love the fall.

I'm beginning not to like many people. Wait..I didn't like many people to begin with..so I'm beginning to like even fewer people..as the days go by..
things are funny, aren't they?
Yes.
Well.. I have some pictures, they will come later.

I got a Super Nintendo, and I have some kool games for it
-Zelda
-Mario All Stars
-Mario Paint
-Street Fighter 2
-Mortal Combat 3

(soooo happy about this)

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Apathy

[Oct. 5th, 2005|03:13 pm]

[	Mood	\|	annoyed	]
[	Musik	\|	Armor for Sleep	]

Wow..It seems like I never have any time for my journal anymore..or my blog, for that matter (not that I ever used it much)

Let's recap:
Last weekend Tim, Raven, Shane and I went to the TNT mines in Pt. Pleasant WV. (where the Mothman was spotted)
We walked around there in the dark..for miles in the woods..it was fucking scary.
Before that...we "broke in" to Lakin. That place is fucking weird. It was really easy to get into, though. We explored all 3 floors, and the basement..Tim even looked at the attic..
We also explored everywhere else around there...an abandoned old house, some farm stuff..nothing really interesting.
The Mexican food was the highlight of my day. Although I thoroughly enjoyed getting lost by Shane :P

Since then..I've been hanging out with the usual people, and going to classes.
I talk to Jeff on the phone a lot, and online..
I hang out with Tim, Bryant, and Jeff most of the time..
I try to avoid most other people..because there are too many things wrong with them.

I have made 2 MP3 discs today, so far..I have some fucking AWESOME new industrial bands downloaded, and some of my usual emo stuff, and I've recently been getting into Thrice a lot..
I got my new MP3 player, and set it up this morning. I hooked up a fuckton of speakers to it, and it sounds so awesome..you turn it up 1/4 of the way, and it shakes the floor
Ahh..this is what musik is really supposed to sound like.

I can get some more shrooms now, so I'm going to have to go do that soon..shrooms are awesome..

This weekend my parents are taking me to Canaan Valley, that should be fun...
I'd rather hang out with Jeff, though. I wish this was one of his "secret go visit heather weekends"...but, alas..it cannot be :(

So..my B-day is soon
Yay for me.

It's almost midterms..where in the hell has this semester went? Where have I been? time goes by way too fast for me...

yea, I need something interesting to do.

Skool is boring, as usual. Although I'm still doing really well.

Shane probably hates me because I was sick the other day, and didn't call him back when I said I was going to hang out with him.

I don't want to go to class tomorrow. . .

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it's a wonderful life...

[Sep. 28th, 2005|10:43 am]

[	Mood	\|	exanimate	]
[	Musik	\|	Fiona Apple	]

Mushrooms consume me.
Every weekend.
For a month.
Last weekend I took them with Jeff M. and I...we went through New Jersey, to New York..
We danced around in New York City all day Saturday...spent most of the day frolicking with the animals in Central Park..where I made fun of people to their faces..where we smoked the green in public.
The whole day looked like a beautiful painting..
I think I tripped for almost 12 hours that day. Must have been the change in scenery.
Regardless, it was the best day of my life.
New York is fucking disgusting. Commercialized, degraded..horrible.
The city would be so beautiful if all of it looked like Central Park.
When I walked around the city, I couldn't help but hold my stomach at the horrible things we saw..
I'm glad Jeff was there...otherwise...anyone who talked to us, I would have freaked out on..
And everywhere I went..I probably would have freaked out..
Jeff tried to talk to a homeless person in a hut, drawing something on his arm..but the homeless person didn't appreciate it very much..
I tried to tell him not to talk to homeless people..
Now he knows...
The weekend was awesome..I spent Friday-Monday in Philadelphia..and other such places..hanging out with Jeff.

When I retured to the wasteland (better known as West Virginia)...the other Jeff and I went and saw the Corpse Bride. We were both totally disappointed in Tim Burton, after viewing the film..and walking around the mall for a while discussing it.

I've seen Tim and Bryant..since I've been back..also Jessie, and Dan...

Yesterday Jeff and I went to Ravenswood, and hung out with my parents. We also acquired some Power Plant. And smoked it happily all evening.
We also ate at Pizza Hut, where the food and service both suck horrible ass.

I had to sit through a few too many classes, as well..but at least I have A's in them all so far...
**blah**
I have ooddddles of homework to do today..
Class tomorrow...
As for the future, I do not know.
I hope it involves hanging out with Jeff...
and eating mushrooms...
What else could possibly matter?

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mushroom, mushroom

[Sep. 20th, 2005|05:35 am]

[	Mood	\|	curious	]
[	Musik	\|	Thrice	]

OK, shrooms are the greatest thing in this world. I love them, and if I had a shroom farm, I think I would be on them every day.

My kitten is trying to type on the keyboard as I type...

Sunday-Jeff, Tim, Jessie, Dan, and I went to Athens-we smoked large amounts,hung out by the Ridges (old mental institute of greatness), went to the Import House, The Pub...and just walked around all day. It was pretty great.

Yesterday I donated.

Jeff and I haven't been talking much lately. It seems he has been really busy lately, or something. I was thinking about going to Philadelphia this Friday to spend the weekend with him. I miss him, and Philadelphia is pretty kool...and I do love adventures...

I'm going to get ready for class...

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~64-`176*&3

[Sep. 18th, 2005|09:57 am]

[	Mood	\|	accomplished	]
[	Musik	\|	Thrice	]

Shrooms are my new love. Not much else matters.

Last nite I ate over an eighth of shrooms, again. With...Tim, and Jeff. We went on a nature walk, smoked some..and by the time I got back here, I was out of my mind. Tim and I weren't getting along, so I talked on the phone with Jeff for a bit..then hung out with Jeff and Tim for the rest of the evening..I was tripping, listening to Tool, and ..just wow..
Amazing.
Jessie and Dan came over, but at that moment I couldn't deal with any more people, and retreated to the bedroom...
Around midnite we got some Papa Johns
Decided not to go to the show...
I couldn't sleep..
Thinking about an Athens trip today... *giggles*
Maybe a Philadelphia trip next Friday ;)

Just remember what I said. . .

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[Sep. 16th, 2005|12:48 pm]

[	Mood	\|	creative	]
[	Musik	\|	Placebo	]

Yesterday was a ..kinda busy day...I had lots of classes, but my last one was cancelled.
Today Tim and I woke up early (at 5:00 in the morning) and donated plasma.
I'm thinking about going to my parents' house today.
+Next week I have 2 huge tests

Yesterday there were tons of people here, all at once..that always happens to me, eventually..especially on days I want to spend by myself...
I think I'm going to go smoke one, and think about what I'm going to do this weekend (in more ways that one ;) )

( Don't Wake Me up when I am Dead )

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Shroomtastic

[Sep. 15th, 2005|09:15 am]

[

Musik

Neuroticfish-Prostitute

]

I'm getting ready for my last day of class this week. Thinking about doing shrooms again this weekend, also going to X-fest.
( I am not like you, you are not like me... )

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I am a goddess

[Sep. 13th, 2005|10:25 am]

[

Musik

Neuroticfish-Wake Me Up

]

I ate an eighth of shrooms, by myself.
This was an englightening experience.
I thought I was the goddess of everything. I was telling the other 3 people who were on shrooms with me, that I was a giant orb that created everything, and made everything work.
It was the most amazing night of my life.

God.
Shrooms..
Are..
God.

---
Aside from this-yesterday Jeff and I went to Charleston with my mom. We went shopping. I got 3 new shirts, a new skirt, some perfume...
We went out to eat at Olive Garden, and hung out with my parents for a bit..it was a nice day

Skool all day today, my first class was cancelled, though (yay!)

Activities, and such

[Sep. 9th, 2005|06:50 pm]

[	Mood	\|	giggly	]
[	Musik	\|	Sevendust-Bitch	]

Thought I'd update, while I have the chance..
Nothing interesting happening lately-I've been hanging out with the same people, doing the same things, going to class..no big deal
Today I donated plasma, after hanging out with Jeff all morning. When I returned, I hung out with Timothy for a bit, before he went to work. I saw Jessie and Dan today-they both stopped by for brief periods today. Hopscotch is standing on my shoulders at the moment. I was going to go to Ravenswood today, but changed my mind, and am going tomorrow, after I take Jeff to work.
I talked to Jeffness on the phone today ...for a moment(not the Jeff I hung out with today, goddamnit why do I know people with the same names?)
I'm going to go take a shower, and maybe a nap...
( Smoking, and such )

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Just wow.

[Sep. 7th, 2005|09:35 am]

[	Mood	\|	bouncy	]
[	Musik	\|	Neuroticfish-Reinvent the Pain	]

Ok....so I've just been hanging out with the usual people, and going to classes..no big deal.
But...last nite I did shrooms for the first time. Nothing special. I don't even know if they were that great, or not. I got soooo fucking hyper..for hours..and talked everyone's heads off..for hours..
Very intellectual discussions, but nothing out of the ordinary (which is what I expected, so now I'm pissed)
I was hanging out with Jessie, Dan, Bryant, Jeff, and Tim last nite, while it was all happening.

Over the weekend..I hung out with Shane, and Jeff one of those days (I think Sunday) and I got a new kitten. His name is Popsicle, but some call him Frosty. He is the love, although I love my other kittie equally.

I went to sleep extremely late last nite, and couldn't sleep at all. I couldn't sleep the nite before, either. I think I'm starting to have a sleeping problem, again. I hope not.

Tim and Jeff are asleep. I am bored, and hyper.
I can't wait until my fucking B-day next month. It's my 21st B-day. I'm so excited about that.

I need a best friend.

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When you close your eyes now, are you satisfied?

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[Sep. 4th, 2005|01:09 pm]

[	Mood	\|	gloomy	]
[	Musik	\|	Finch	]

Wow...more busy than busy lately. If that's what you can call it. I usually just sit around---hanging out with people, smoking a lot..and I do go to class 2 entire days out of the week.
*eating mac and cheese while typing*

Well....Friday was a very interesting day, so we'll start with that day.

I donated plasma, and then was going to go to Ravenswood to hang out with my parents, but my friend Jeff (from Philadelphia) called and said he was going to be coming to Parkersburg, because he was going to play with a band in Columbus, and was stopping by on his way. So...I decided not to go to my parents, and I stayed here.
I hung out with Jeff, and Tim for a bit..waiting for the other Jeff to get here..then when Jeff got here, we smoked, and hung out with Jeff and Tim for a while..then Jeff and I went out.
We went on a nature walk, or two..maybe even three..I suppose..
but I didn't have my camera, so no pictures were taken :(
I don't even have a picture of Jeff and I, now that I think about it. *growl*
I had loads of fun hanging out with Jeff, though. He's so much fun to hang out with. He always makes me laugh...and he is pretty damn sweet most of the time..
We have fun together.
When we got hungry, we went to the Pizza Place, in the mall..and ate..then walked around a bit..
There really isn't anything to do in Parkersburg, but we managed.
That nite, after he left...I had a party.
Jessie, Dan, Tim, Jeff, Bryant, and I were hanging out..and Shane, and his friend Josh came over too.
I was pretty fucking drunk. Jessie and Dan were pretty drunk. Tim was pretty drunk. Shane was pretty drunk. Jeff was pretty drunk..
yea..it was a drunken activity, altogether
Crazy.
We went on a walk..all of us (minus Jeff, who doesn't like group activities)..that was weird..I don't think it lasted long, either..but I don't remember
I was drunk.
Jesus.
Well...I was up pretty late that nite...I remember Shane passing out on my floor..
I remember Shane being really friendly with me before that..
I know there was little-to-no drunken fighting going on, so that's always a plus, right?

Damn...
I don't know..
I really felt like death yesterday, though.
I hung out at the apartment with Tim all morning, then went to Ravenswood to hang out with my parents. They fixed some food for us, and I did my laundry...talked, and played cards with them and Jeff for a bit..then came back to the apartment.
I was tired, and depressed all day.
Why? I think I think way too much about things sometimes. I get depressed overly easy. I don't know, I don't claim to know everything about the human mind, or how it works....
I do know it's very confusing. The less time I have to think about things, the better things are. Is it weird that I realize this...or does everyone realize this about themselves? I don't know that either.
I went to sleep really early..I just came back and hung out in bed all evening, really..
Jessie, Dan, and Tim stopped by..I know Jessie and Dan stopped by at least twice, but I didn't feel like getting out of bed.

I did my French homework this morning...go me.

Jeff (that lives with me) thinks I have a *crush* on the other Jeff that I hang out with, and talk to on the phone a lot..
He says I talk about him *all* the time...he says I'm always saying that he's the "koolest guy ever", and he's "sooo much fun to talk to", and he "allllways makes me laugh so much", and he's "soooo sweet".
I guess I do talk a lot about him, and I do like him...but I don't want to make other people feel bad about that. But...I suppose that's my fault.

Yet again, I'm probably thinking too much about things..
Does it even matter?

Today ...I've been sitting around..trying to be productive...After doing my homework, I cleaned a little, took a shower, talked on the phone with Jeff a bit, while he was at work..he called me a few times..he wants to get a baby kitten, and is thinking about getting one this evening. And since Hopscotch is my kitten, he says this one gets to be his...so he's going to pick it out, and everything.
I've never picked out a kitten before..but ..I was never allowed to have kittens when I lived with my parents..only dogs..
Cats are way better..

Chief Justice Rehnquest died. Good. I fucking hated that conservative Republican, Bible loving, Gay hating, Civil rights hating, idiot.
If there were a hell, I think he'd be in it..right about...now
Well..some pictures...I suppose should be added to my post, as usual...
( Pics )

I'm still waiting for you to be the one I'm waiting for...

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[Aug. 28th, 2005|09:53 pm]

[	Mood	\|	impressed	]
[	Musik	\|	Reliant K	]

Busy? Who me? lol..way busy. Damn, I have a life. Jesus fucking christ.

I've been hanging out with the usual people: Dan, Jessie, Bryant, Jeff, Tim...and talking on the phone a lot to my friend Jeff, from Philadelphia. I really like him. We are a lot alike-personality wise. He's very intelligent, and I think maybe almost as much as an elitist as I am *gasp*.

He reminded me about last weekend, when I was really trashed and hanging out with him in Philadelphia..we drove by a car full of homeboys (hah) and I told them (loudly) how bad their musik sucked. He was all scared they were going to get pissed or something. Not that he should have to worry about that, or anything. I thought it was quite humorous, as was most of that evening. I can't fucking wait to go back there, seriously.
I'm such an emo baby lately..I've been listening to more emo musik than I have techno, industrial, rock..lol I guess it is still rock..but still..such a hopeless romantic

School? What about it? I'm fucking glad it only consumes two days of my ever so precious week. My classes seem easy-except maybe my french class. I had a couple homework items to do, and I've done my english, but I can't bring myself to do my french quite yet.

It's almost my 21st fucking birthday. Right on!
Tomorrow I shall donate plasma, since I'm not feeling as ill as I have lately, then I have class all day Tuesday, including my Ripley classes of doom..and on Thursday I have tons of class..but the rest of my week is pretty much open for whatever at this point..

~*~Something tells me it's going to take patience~*~

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I can't stop..thinking..

[Aug. 23rd, 2005|11:26 am]

[	Mood	\|	content	]
[	Musik	\|	Acceptance-This Conversation is Over	]

Wow, I've been hella busy lately.
I spent the entire weekend in Philly with my friend Jeff, and Stevie.
It was the greatest adventure I've ever taken, and I'm going back as soon as possible.
I decided to take Stevie, because I desperately needed a traveling companion.
Friday nite was spent at Emerald City-a goth/industrial type club-very awesome. They gave me a 21 and over bracelet (even though I won't be 21 until October)...I had already had 2 whole bottles of wine at Jeff's apartment, and a few j's..I'd only been smoking all day.
I got some drinks at the club..I was so fucking trashed..
We walked around the busy streets all nite, we went to Denny's...we met crackheads..I think one of them was trying to get Jeff to pimp Stevie and I out to him..he kept trying to get him to leave us in the car for him..very strange stuff..really..it was strange, but wonderful. That was the best nite, ever.
I fell asleep ...listening to Stevie cry on the phone to her gurlfriend..talking to Jeff until he fell asleep..Jeff is the koolest guy ever. He's uber nice, waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too nice ..even to Stevie..that's pretty nice..he's totally considerate of me, and he didn't try to fucking have sex with me the whole time I was there, like most guys do..he didn't even try once. He totally respects me.
I fell asleep less than 3 feet away from him-drunk, and he didn't even try anything.
I think I'm in love.
lol
The weekend totally rocked, though-Saturday we went to the Museum of Medical Oddities (mutter museum), we also went out to eat at a killer pizza place, watched Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, and smoked a lot. I just hung out with Jeff and Stevie the whole time (mostly Jeff-Stevie ran away a few times, and we ran away a few times, as well hehe) Total fun. Must go back sooo soon.

Since I've been back..I've been hanging out with the usual people that are always at my apartment..telling people about my lovely Philadelphia stories..It's been pretty kool.
I started skool this morning, and I'll be in class pretty much all day and nite today..I even have to drive to Ripley after my next class to go to 2 classes there. *cries*
I don't have class tomorrow-but I have class all day Thursday too, and that's my week..4 classes on each day. Rocks, huh?

( Could this be out of line---to say your the only one? )

end of my break...

[Aug. 17th, 2005|07:25 pm]

[	Mood	\|	ecstatic	]
[	Musik	\|	Silverstein	]

So..this is my last week of break, before I go back to class...
Today has been pretty kool..After I took Jeff to work, I hung out with Tim, and Jessie for a bit. Jessie did a vacuum demo here, for her work.
After Tim went to work, I hung out with Jessie some more..and I just got back a sec. ago from hanging out with her, and ..I went and visited Jeff at work..
Jessie is going to come over later and hang out with me while Dan is at work..

Tomorrow I need to get my oil changed...and ..who knows what else
Friday I'm going to donate plasma, and maybe go to Philadelphia? Lol, Stevie wants to go with me
*slight giggle*
Ehemm...But I do want to go hang out with my friend Jeff (who lives in Philadelphia, now)..so I'm going to fucking do it, damnit.
I want to go to Emerald City, while I'm there.
( Pictures--boredom inspired, but not the greatest )

[Aug. 17th, 2005|02:37 pm]

[	Mood	\|	depressed	]
[	Musik	\|	My Chemical Romance	]

Same stuff, different day.
Spent the day in Ravenswood yesterday. Went to the dentist, and hung out with my parents. I came back and hung out with Jeff, Tim, and Bryant all evening.
I just woke up.

( Yea, stuff )

...things, and stuff

[Aug. 16th, 2005|12:17 pm]

[	Mood	\|	creative	]
[	Musik	\|	Death Cab for Cutie	]

So, I'm kinda high, and getting ready to go to Ravenswood...I have a dentist appointment, then I guess I'm going to hang out with my parents for a while

I'm hanging out with Jeff and Tim right now..

Listening to some new cds I burnt

I'm so going to go to X-Fest on the 17th of next month.

I have to start classes again next Tuesday. I only have classes on Tuesdays and Thursdays, I think-but I don't know when I have to go to my online class, I guess. 21 hours, can't be fun..

Coke is yummy.

who was there to take your place?

[Aug. 14th, 2005|12:27 pm]

[	Mood	\|	curious	]
[	Musik	\|	Bush	]

Yesterday was spent in Ravenswood, at my parent's house-hanging out with Tim, and Jeff
We had a fun day there, and I got my entire car cleaned (inside, and out).

I've downloaded so many new cds lately. Crazy stuff.

Oh yea, you know I have no problem committing homicide

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I'm kinda high, and tired-I think a nap is in store for the Heatherness.

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well, well

[Aug. 13th, 2005|12:48 pm]

[	Mood	\|	happy	]
[	Musik	\|	Cold	]

I've been kinda depressed lately, so Jeff and I decided to go see Five Bolt Main (FLAW's new band) and some other bands at the Monkey Bar, in Huntington..
Only...we didn't end up seeing them
Instead, we went to Charleston and hung out at the mall, went shopping, smoked a lot, ate lunch at Taco Bell, then went to the Huntington mall-went shopping there, and I bought 2 extra cute new skirts.
Then we went to Huntington-went to the Monkey Bar, and found out the bands weren't going to play for another couple of hours, and our band was playing last..Jeff was kinda tired, and had to get up at 5 this morning, so we went back to Charleston, and ate dessert at Bennigan's. It was a wonderful day.
When we got back, we hung out with Tim for a while, and then went to bed.
Today we are going to go to Ravenswood and eat dinner/hang out with my parents for a while.
"X-FEST 2005"
Seether, Crossfade, Cold, Dark New Day and Smile Empty Soul will be on the main stage. Hydrogyn, The Black Knots, Eye Alone, Suffer and Threefold Theory will be on the "Loud & Local" stage. See you Saturday September 17th at the Harris Riverfront Park.

Let me know if you want to come, we are taking a Carovan full of people :)

bored little update ;)

[Aug. 11th, 2005|10:33 am]

[	Mood	\|	crazy	]
[	Musik	\|	VNV Nation-Chrome	]

Yesterday was alrite. I hung out with Jeff, Tim, Jessie, Dan, and Bryant all evening. We smoked a lot. I really like Jessie. She's really kool. I'm glad we've became better friends.
Jeff and I went and ate at a Mexican restaurant called Tampicos, in Marietta last nite. It was pretty damn good. Stevie called me...for unknown reasons. She left a voice mail saying something about a party this weekend, and her missing me, and wanting to hang out with me.
I woke up early this morning. I hung out with Tim for a bit...blah

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Athens again today...

[Aug. 9th, 2005|10:59 pm]

[

Mood

uncomfortable

]

Today I hung out with Tim for a little while, then hung out with Jeff and Tim, until I went to hang out with Shane.

Lately I've been hanging out with the usual people, and trying to make the best of my break.
Today Shane and I went to Athens. We found the 2 other cemtaries at Athens State Mental Hospital, wondered around another cemetary, wondered through the woods, and smoked a lot. We even came back to the apartment and hung out with Jeff for a few.
Very fun evening.
Right now I'm hanging out with Jeff, and Bryant..Jessie and Dan wanted to know if we wanted to drink, and stuff tonite- but Jeff was really tired, so I told them we were going to go to bed

( Athens Pix, and such **new** )